dear you,

i used to be popular.

i used to be active.

i used to have thousands and thousands of beautiful photos here.

but now all of that is gone.

i just thought i should explain

that the reason i haven't been around

for months and months and months

is because i have been in therapy

and treatment. for a few more diagnoses.

it was scary. and then frustrating. and then liberating.

and it still mostly rotates between a combination of those three.

but i'd like for you to know

that i am still here.

i'm still awake, alive.

sincerely,

me.

follow me.

this is my last resort.

http://ittybittybigcity.tumblr.com/

follow it.

i don't know if i can do this anymore.

i feel lost.

i feel lost.